Tuesday, June 26, 2007

This is America, you gotta think big to be big.

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Yes, Rosie, raise those eyesbrows.
Because I feel the same way.
Bored.

Summer 2007 has been. kinda boring.
Grad parties have rocked!
Havent been to NY yet. [soon!]
And havent been to the beach [soon!]

All good things are coming up soon.
The Fray/OK GO concert rocked.
It was fantastic!
The Fray rocked hard core: very light-happy though [felt blind at points]
OK GO was so awesome and they were so energetic. [love them!]
And I met Mae [another opening band] who was great!

Yep.
AMERICAN IDOL is coming to Philly.
And I think I may audition. :)
Isn't that kinda cool!? :)

So, yeah.
Paris Hilton was released from jail, today.
Thats interesting.
She's entertaining, yet annoying at the same time.

Yeah.

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Okay, Rosie, I'll wrap it up!

Hopefully soon, I'll have more fun things to report!

PEACE OUT!
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Tack back the books and pack up the clothes
Clear out the room and drop off the key
Leave with what's left of my dignity
Get in the car, and just go.

Chalk it all up to experience,
They said i failed but i disagree
Who could say then where my path would lead?
Well now i know

Back to the sun,
back to the shore
Back to what i was before
Back where i'm known
Back in my own very small car
Laugh with my friends when i arrive
We'll drop the top and just drive.
That's fine with me,
just let me be
Legally blonde.

----- Legally Blonde from Legally Blonde The Musical

Friday, June 15, 2007

These memories are playing like a film without sound. And I keep thinking of the night in June.

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Those are the images
The images of the beginning of this fantastic year
And the final image of this fantastic year.
I graudated.
Yesterday at about 8:30ish, I became an alumni of Kingsway.
No longer a student.
I sat in my seat
and during the ceremony I looked around
I looked at the faces of my fellow classmates
Some of them good and great friends
Others well known people
Others people I didn't do very well.
But, I knew that this was the last time
The last time we'd all be together
We'd all be one united group: The class of 2007.

Recieving my diploma.
It was an odd feeling.
It was happy, yet sad.
As was the whole situation.
Then I flipped the tassles sides and cheered with my class
"It's all over! It's all over. 07. 07. It's all over!" we cheered
Little did we know how true our words would ring true in moments
It was really all over.
No more Kingsway.
No more classes.
No more teachers we've known for awhile
No more friends we'd made
No more pep rallies
No more assemblies/grade level meetings.

As the song The Prayer by Andrea Bochelli and Celine Dion from Quest from Camelot played.
I listened to the words for the first time.
I hadn't listened through all those crazy rehersals.
The words hit close to me.
I walked down my row to exit and ran into our principal at the end.
He said "Your crying, no need to cry."
But there was a reason to cry.
I wouldn't see some of these people again
I'd never have HSPA Math with Melonie and Allen
or Honors English with Billy and Lauren Kurek
or Homeroom with Jake and John.
or walk around Gym singing showtunes with Lauren.
or anything.
The high school experience was sincerely over.

I bawled my eyes out.
I walked around in a daze.
Walking from person to person: Pats on the back, handshakes, hugs, pictures.
I finally saw Ashley and I broke down.
We hugged and cried together.
I couldn't look her in the face.
My gulping tears and struggle to calm myself
And her tears and struggle to compose herself were the only sounds.
We finally parted and took a picture.
Then it was time to face the family.
I cried more and more.
I looked around on my way to see my family.
Several people I never thought would cry: were bawling.
I knew then, this was a time to cry.
Pictures were taken.
Smiles and tears.
Hugs and handshakes.
But, as I looked back as I exited the field
At the empty chairs, the chairs we'd sat at every reherasal.
They looked so lonely.
I remembered what Mr. Coleman said at Freshmen orientation
Then repeated during the ceremony:

"Close your eyes and imagine it's four years from now
And you're graduating.
Now open your eyes.
We'll. you're here."

It's true.
High school went like a blink.
A quick flutter of the eyes and four years swooped through.
As I sit reflecting on all this and listening to Vitamin C coo a lullaby of graduating.
I think along with the lyrics to the song:
"That it's not goodbye, but a time to fly"

And it's true.
This is not a goodbye.
But a time to fly.
To fly onto bigger things.
But that we'll still be as Vitamin C says "friends forever."
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And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And there was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep,
I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change,
From whatever
We will still be, friends forever

------ Graduation [Friends Forever] by Vitamin C

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

We claimed the brightest star. And we, we came so far. And know that we showed them all. And no they won’t forget.

24 hours.
1,440.00 minutes.
Graduation.
The end of four amazing years.
Four unforgettable years.
Years I wouldn't trade for anything.
Memories a plenty.
Memories that are worth more to me than anything.
It hasn't all hit me at once yet.
As we did these ridiclous practices,
It didnt hit me yet.
It wasn't all the amazing statements written in my yearbook.
But, when I got my cap and gown
And I came home and tried it on.
I looked in the mirror and couldn't believe it.
I am graduating high school in 24 hours.

It's like freshmen year,
I believed that these years would be slow
But, in a blink, I was a junior and the seniors were passing the flag to us.
I think I've grown in these four years
I met amazing people and have had such connections with them.
Had amazing memories that will never fade.

I'm gonna end this entry before I completely become a wreck.

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These years have passed us by so fast
It seems like we never got the chance
To realize how good life really was
And let the moment last
And it feels like it was only yesterday
When we walked into this place
And said I can't wait till I get out of here
And now as we walk down this aisle
With four years all rolled up in a scroll, you can't help but think
Hey, Where did the time go

These are the days of your life
And don't let them pass you by
Cause you never know when you might take your last breath
And so take a deep one tonight

Good friends we had along the way
And good friends that didn't make it to where we stand today
But we all know that they're looking down on us
And even though their lives were cut short
We still remember the little thing that made us laugh about them
And do you remember when and where did you meet them?

We are all one and the same
We are lovers, and brothers, and sisters
And most of all friends
Hold on to your memories
Hold on to those little things
And I hope you receive as much as you get
Cause when you die they're the only things
That you can take to your grave

And as we approach this final day
Where we all will go our separate ways
So go hug and kiss your friends
And say goodbye to them

---- The Graduation Song by Dave Matthews Band

*the Quote from the top is from Carrie Underwood's Whenever You Remember, which is an amazing and beautiful song.*

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Whatever comes our way, whatever battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice. It's the choices that make us who we are.

"June is busting out all over!"

Indeed, it is the month of "June, June June! "
Only a few days [12 with weekends; 9 without.] till Graduation.
I did some looking around the rooms of my classes the other day.
So many bright futures and people going to this college and this university.
But, the reality is. Choices are as my quote says. "What make us."

My choice to do a two year-college then transfer to Rutgers.
This choice could truly be an fantastic move: Saving money.
But, yet, I feel like it's also sad,
Because I'd love to be starting in the fall with Shawn, Joe, Pat, Bekah.. etc.
But. My life through me a curveball.
And I'm stuck in good ol' South Jersey till 2009.
Yeah. I know. Sounds sucky.

But while it isn't as glamarous.
Or fun
as going straight to a four year school.
I'm actually kinda happy I'm not.
I feel like.
I'm not fully ready.
It's strange.
Because. I feel like I'm destined to grow.
Grow in these two years
From this point.
And begin a new.

So, yes. Graduation.
The conclusion of four amazing years.
Only a matter of less than two weeks away.
But here's to partying like a rock star till the end.


Donkey: [to Puss-in-Boots] "I'm sorry, the position of annoying talking animal has already been filled. "
---- Shrek 2.