"All of my life I've been a fool. Who said I can do it on my own"

Musical is in full swing.
"We're a family... we're so much more than just you and I."
And of course: It snowed.
One hour delays: what a slight waste.
Oh well. Sat on the computer and mused myself with myspace and Broadway chatter.
As I said: Musical has begun its stride: We've gotten through one song. Maybe two.
I'm fairly surprised at how we've progressed.
Its moving slow, but thats how complex the music is.

Saw some great movies recently:
Freedom Writers: starring Hilary Swank: I was suprised how much I loved this movie. It was truly a testament to the real life Erin Gruwell and her success with the kids of 203.

Dreamgirls: It truly deserves all the hype it's been getting. Jennifer Hudson and Eddie Murphy were fabalous: Very deserving of their Golden Globes. Beyonce was fantastic as well. Anika was adorable, and I'm Telling You WAS breathtaking.

Exams.
Yay. Fun.
I only have one tomorrow.
Consumer Math.
Then STUDY HALL.
:-)
Bollar for an 90 mins!
Oh dear GOD!

Sometimes I think way too much.
About things
Over analyze
Over react.
I think I just need to be more trusting.
And I need to keep my thoughts of others need to STOP coming out.
"The mouth of The South" as Elyse deemed in study hall.
I wish I could stop.
But.. gossip's a drug... and I'm addicted.
But. I'm going to try and stop.

Also: I love being on stage.
But I feel like I'm being too me and not enough of the character.
Thats changing as well.
I'm gonna be VERY in character.
Thats my goal for BRIGADOON.


"Look at me
Look at me
I am changing
Trying every way I can
I am changing
I'll be better than I am
I'm trying to find a way to understand
But I need you
I need you
I need a hand
I am changing
Seeing everything so clear
I am changing
I'm gonna start right now, right here
I'm hoping to work it out
And I know that I can
But I need you
I need a hand

All of my life I've been a fool
Who said I can do it on my own
How many good friends have I already lost?
How many dog nights have I known?
Walking down that wrong road
There was nothing I could find
All those years of darkness
Looking for some light"

--- "I Am Changing": Dreamgirls