"Is there a man in the world who suffers as I do from the gross inadequacies of the human race?"

I love The Man Who Came To Dinner.
It was a crazy show to be in.
But very funny at times.

Well, it's August.
My birth month.
Huzzah and holla all. [gotta love XANADU!]
I get to go to NY in less the 12 days! :]
Cannot wait.
I love that city!


I took my placement test for college.
Math is still not my strong suit.
So, I was like whatever, I'll take the special Math class. [again]
And I'm re-taking my Writing portion because I didn't do as well.
But, I kicked ass on Reading. [surprise, the book nerd, I am!]

I've now seen HAIRSPRAY- 4 times. [crazy. You bet!]
I love that movie.
I may see it again soon.
It's just so happy and full of joy.
And Nikki Blonsky is my new hero.
She's so darn amazing.
:]
Couldn't ask for a more perfect Tracy!

And so basically, I'm almost set for school.
I did my placement test.
Redoing Writing on the 10th.
And then schedule my classes.
Pretty darn sweet.
I just wish I wasn't going to community college.
I wish I was going away from home.
Home is so dreadful somedays.
I just wanna run off screaming "Goodbye "Hitler"!" [inside joke]

One day, I'll prove to "Hitler" [inside joke] that I'm worth something.
That I'll be somebody.
I'll have people who love me in my life. [not just my family minus "Hitler"]
And one day, I shall be on Broadway or performing in a show, sucessfully. [god, I hope so.]
And It will prove I'm worth something.
And I'll invite "Hitler" if he's still alive.
And he'll eat his words.
And he'll see the people awaiting me at the stage door.
And he'll see I wasn't lying, I'd be somebody.
One day.
One day.
I shall succeeded and those who try and hurt me, will eat their words.

These words come to mind of that day, when it SHALL happen:

"I thank you one all.
The ones who thought I'd fall
Who taught me how to fail
Who helped me to prevail.
I'm standing today.
Help find my way..."
--- Find My Way/Finale from Legally Blonde

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It hurts me to see him treat you the way he does
It hurts me to see sit and cry
When I know I could be so true
If I had someone like you
It hurts me to see those tears in your eye

You love him too much, you're too blind to see
He's only playing a game
But he's never loved you
He never will
And darling, don't you know he will never change

Oh, I know he never will set you free
Because he's just that kind of guy
But if you ever tell him you're through
I'll be waiting for you
Waiting to hold you so tight
Waiting to kiss you goodnight
Yes, darling, if I had someone like you
----- It Hurts Me from All Shook Up