"When you walk through a storm: Hold your head up hide: Don't be afraid of the dark. You'll never walk alone."

I love Carousel.
Especially that song.
So, I've decided:
I'm following my own path
My dad may not like it.
But I'm gonna do it my way.
And no one else's.
I'm reapplying to Rutgers
And applying to Rowan
For the spring semester.

Last night I visited my best buddy: Shawn
He is currently up at Rutgers: New Brunswick.
However he has since told me he dislikes it up there.
And wants to come home very badly.
He replied to my deprerssed rant before
And told me how he was envious of me
Which was a switch, because I was envious of him.
Last night, however, he wasn't miserable.
We walked about New Brunswick and talked.
It was fantastic and we got Coldstone Creamery! [Snickers/Chocolate/M&Ms = love]
And we played an intense game of Uno
And Tom Merichko and Shawn played chess, which was intense
And the three of us kept singing "Springtime for Hitler."
It was great.
Way much more brighter than the last time
When I became miserable.
So yeah, had a blast.
Apparently Shawn is trying to transfer to Rowan.
So, I decided to atleast apply for spring semester.

Life is gonna be great, if I get alittle love from fate and God.
And I get lucky and get into either: Rutgers: Camden or Rowan.
I'd die to go to school.
I need something to do.
I'm miserable without something to do other than work.
So yeah.
Looking forward to going school :crosses fingers:

So yeah, that's life as of right now.

Theme Song for Rob:
Emmett:
There's a chip on my shoulder,
And it's big as a boulder.
With the chance I've been given,
I'm gonna be driven as hell.
I'm so close I can taste it,
So I'm not gonna waste it!
Yeah, there's a chip on my shoulder,
You might wanna get one as well.

Elle:(Sung)
Yes.
I've been smiling and sweet and thoroughly beaten,
Blowing my chance.
Let's not chase him away,
Let's face him and say,
Hey punk, let's dance!
This chip on my shoulder,
Makes me smarter and bolder.
No more whining or blaming,
I am reclaiming my pride.
Grab that book and let's do this,
Instead of doodling hearts all through this.
Now, there's a chip on my shoulder!
Let's see him knock it aside.

Emmett: (Sung)
Guess you got a chip on your shoulder,
Maybe some wise man told her
With the chance we've been given
We've gotta be driven as hell!
She was something to see there,
I'm just happy I could be there.
First big test, and she aced it!
She's so close that she can taste it.
She got a chip on her shoulder!
Guess you never can tell
With little Miss Woods comma Elle!
No, you never can tell!
With little Miss Woods comma Elle.

-----Chip On My Shoulder, Legally Blonde